Holidays..... SUCK

Beginning around a week before Thanksgiving all the way through new years my life goes haywire.  I spend too much time in self doubt.  I redicule myself and put my self down.  Years and years of repeated abuse has taught my mind and body that I will be unhappy in the holidays.

I've changed my direction and begun to celebrate the pagan holidays instead.  We'll see how that goes.

I long for happy holidays.

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